Salam n hello earthlings,
Hah! setelah berminggu x exercise jari menaip kat blog...hehe
This couple of weeks, troubles come attacking me and its crazy! Aku x tau knpa tpi bnda yg aku rancang semua x jadi. Precious thing i own are like trying to get rid of me. Miscommunication with important people happening! Oh why??? There something wrong! I know the...eee bm lah...! Aku tau mana silapnya sejak 2,3 minggu nih! Tapi kesilapan tu mcm susah untuk aku nak perbaiki...i just dont know why...senang ja sbnrya nak keluar daripada masalah tu semua but aku make it so intricate! So now....aku tengah cari masa n think! lagi about 'what should i do'! I really need a transportation aid dlm waktu2 rumit nih but i just dont get it! There are lots of businesses i need to take care off! Dah pening kepala dah pikir...aku penat....stressed...! If this are the obstacles that God want me to bear with...i'll consent. I think i need someone immaculate, cause i want to voice out my predicament. So aku boleh tenang sikit facing those hard situation. Its not that easy nak cari org mcm tu sebagai tmpt luahan... yeah2 majoritinya semua ckp parent adalah 'THE ONE' but not for me! Maybe alim ulamak ke, ustaz ustazah ke, motivator ke....huh...
Pelik jgak aku nih...still mampu lagi nak menaip pnjang lebar kat blog nih walau tngh berdilemma! Aku pun adalah jgak motivasi diri untuk teruskan hidup. Aku monolog ngan diri sendiri...positively! Ada lar lagi bnda2 aku buat nak release stress kan! Kalau nak ikutkan hati ja tmbh waktu2 rumit nih mmg x buat apa2 lah! Dok lam bilik berkurung bawah selimut atas katil! Apapun aku cuma mengharapkan doa yg terbaek drpd saudara islamku.
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